gesture ... (May 2009) The Talk
Mary Quinela given to pregnant women ( http://circulodelasmujeres.blogspot.com/2008/04/circulos-de-mujeres-ancestrales.html ) made clear that the right word for this stage is that .. "Pregnant" for to say that we are pregnant is like referring to a state in trouble .. "A state embarrassment" ... 7 months
be brewing another being in my being .. "And entitles me to say I am a" mother "?, Do not think every day is a process and feel that the process will last a lifetime ... and if the mother's life ends in one of these processes still I will identify only with that word.
Although I can say that I died .. in this process I have died many times and I've lived so many ..
deaths I've had have been such a great orgasm ... when I say .. I Lay Dying no, no, nooo ... but in the end I surrender to come and enjoy death as does a meteorite when he knows he is dying before impact on Earth, the meteorite is aware of its destruction long before he died, but I'm sure enjoying his fall does pirouettes before impact, perhaps falling into the sea, but when it is destroyed and is no longer a meteorite, but rather a soaking hot rock and writhing, she realizes that she did not notice anything .. because he could die. I'm sure it will not be forever a rock, the atoms keep track of information that was .. a rock and burning passion came from a long time to places that only he knows, that information will go and what matters is to be transformed now ... perhaps its surface is replete of marine pastries, their atoms combine information with other information of cells and create a be .. this new life did not live in space, rather than a droplet will dissolve in the ocean of the unit giving more life ....... and be part of a whole.
may register here many times I've been rocking rocking my son on my belly, wool pads that have woven for him, unaware that the maternal feelings that have been part of the process, but I also want he knows of nausea ... I felt just the one night and a day. Was summer working at a municipal swimming pool Huechuraba, the pool was packed, and Roberto my boss knew about my status .. told me not to worry, you just need to be present .. it was not .. I remember I was going through a very anemic and my son was 3 months gestating in my belly and my whole being! . spend the night with feelings vomiting, dizziness and a feeling of not being to belong to this reality, I did not sleep .. I got up to go to work, BB an hour at a pool and I settled into my workplace and I sat in my preferred position, with legs entwined, as if meditating .. My companions laughed at this habit of sitting to Buddhism, but it was comfortable for my back .. then I decided that the nausea will not des nice, so I set out to investigate .. Oscar
one of my fellow lifeguards and physical education teacher had told me that the nausea of \u200b\u200bpregnant women was because the baby was going through mitosis where the initial cell called "Mother" is divided into two to form two daughter cells .. .
As I watched people enjoying a day of swimming, throwing booby children, families eating in the grass, I waited for the feeling of nausea appeared .. and when a small wave was born in my stomach trying out the mouth .. not repressed, that's when nothing happened .. contrary to spend a lot ... I resisted as not to die, this wave lifted me to places I began to split it with my son .. while my child at that time was not yet fully an earthling .. I felt his strength and commitment to wanting to be .. I felt the frequency of the beats, I used the imagination to see her little body getting bigger, I felt the gratitude of knowing that both were aware of my little life and death .. who is controlling this?, because all this is happening?, no I am the only truth? ... I began to question these things got the urge to vomit and a great sickness, look at me and my partner was expecting a rescue jacket, had not spent much time, in fact I felt that there was no time ... everything was just happening to be playing different realities ... nobody could answer, so I decided to live now, I decided to die a little bit to give life to life ... and got the answers .. I am helping to make life more life! That is great to start to question everything ..... After that experience, do not need more nausea .. because each time you begin to enjoy dividing cells death then start singing live and beautiful lullabies to brave unless you are sharing life with me ..
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